Train Meeting

[awakenerd]

Who: You
When: Day 23 morning
Where: The Lounge

[So you've all been invited via Chain to an "Informal Train-wide Meeting". Rean has a few things to say and then the rest of the post can be discussing things among each other really.]

Comments

[awakenerd]

I'm... I'm what?

[Wow!!]

[bad_crowmance]

You're a nerd! It's okay, being cool would never work with a face as cute as yours is.

[awakenerd]

What??

[His face is what???]

Did you hit your head on the way?

[bad_crowmance]

Nope, my head's doing just fine.

[ Sorry about your cute face, Rean. ]

[awakenerd]

I think something's definitely wrong with it.

[bad_crowmance]

No, you're just going to have to accept that I'm right.

[awakenerd]

I have to accept no such thing.

[bad_crowmance]

Denial is a terrible state to be in, Rean.

[awakenerd]

Mmng. Well I guess it's not bad if you like my face.

[bad_crowmance]

[ Wow, why would you be that sincere about it? He's just being honest! ]

It's a very likable face.

[awakenerd]

Jeez... I just mean if you're serious about wanting to be partners...

No it's nothing.

[He wouldn't ask that of anyone.]

[bad_crowmance]

You can't just start that thought and not finish it.

[ He's curious now! ]

[awakenerd]

I wouldn't ask it, so it's nothing.

[He sets the cup down.]

I think I'm good to head back.

[bad_crowmance]

Okay, you wouldn't ask it but I still want to know? We'll just agree that you telling me isn't asking.

[awakenerd]

Well...

[Yeah but it's embarrassing???]

It's just, um... How should I say this? Er, usually,... sex is the most efficient way to transfer mana.

1/5

[bad_crowmance]

Sex is--

[bad_crowmance]

[ Hey wait, he could do that! ]

[bad_crowmance]

[ He wants to do that. ]

[bad_crowmance]

[ Rean wouldn't have considered bringing it up if he was opposed.... ]

Done.

[bad_crowmance]

Let me know if you're not interested. [ And he's moving in to kiss Rean. ]

Re: Done.

[awakenerd]

[....?!

It's not like he doesn't think Crow is super handsome. And he already likes him a lot, which is why he's not immediately rejecting the kiss, he does kind of want it actually, but he's... more concerned about consequences emotionally. So even as Crow's lips brush over his and make his whole body react with a start he's placing a hand on Crow's chest.]

W-wait. Wait wait-- that's not--I wasn't asking you to.

[Not the same as not being interested though.]

[bad_crowmance]

[ It's not the same as not being interested at all.

Crow does pull back when Rean rests his hand against Crow's chest. Whatever Rean's objections are, he's perfectly willing to accept them. ]

I know you weren't. But I'm willing and I'm definitely interested. So it's your call, but-- if it's what you want.... Just letting you know, that option's definitely open.

[awakenerd]

[Aidios help him his heart is racing so fast.]

O-okay. Thank you.

[He's bright red. Is it normal to react so strongly to someone? He doesn't remember.]

It's not that, um, I don't find you really attractive, and I like you a lot, I just... I feel a little like I'd be taking advantage somehow. If I can avoid it... I don't really want to be doing something like this out of pragmatic necessity.... it's even worse because I like you.

I don't know if that makes sense or anything, when I've done it with contractors before.

[But it's weirdly different when he has more choice in who and what he does and binds himself to.]

[bad_crowmance]

[ Feelings.... do make things more complicated. It's an absolutely terrible idea to even consider going any further if Rean feels that way... But despite himself, he's still interested in Rean.

Shit. What's he supposed to do with that? ]

Don't worry about it. [ He reaches over and ruffles his hair. ] Consider it the same deal as my contract offer-- if you decide you wanna go for it, just call me up. And if you don't, that's fine too. We'll still be friends either way.

[ And he can have a crisis about how weirdly easy it is to be comfortable with Rean later. ]

[awakenerd]

[He sighs softly and leans into Crow's hand.]

It's not like I'm not interested right now. I just have a lot to think about.

[He still feels the warmth of Crow's lips on his abs he doesn't know what to do with that, or how intensely his everything reacts to Crow.]