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Who: newbies + you
When: Day 22, evening
Where: around

[This evening, out of nowhere, Hazel's carriage disappears. There's a shower of sparkles, a bright light, and after that... it's gone. Anyone who was in its hallway is now in the Garden entrance. The Garden car itself is now hooked to Clover's carriage, as if it had aways been and Hazel was never real. Clover itself is currently bare as well -- the lock screen is dull, completely turned off, and there are no lights inside. No one is there, now, but at least the space remains.

In some carriages, that loss of vibrancy is countered by the appearance of some new heroes. In general, the gloomy mood throughout the train is only heightened by the onset of a heavy storm. Outside there's a crack of thunder that rattles the train, and it begins to pour so hard the edge of the clearing is barely visible through the windows.

The rain, the thunder, and the strobe-light effect of constant lightning will continue til dawn.]

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Of course it matters.

Is it not rather arrogant and presumptuous of you to repair what is not broken, I must say, but also while you are not of sound body.

[and likely of mind but she doesn't to be rude]

Annnd now you're going on the attack.

Look, I'm not trying to fix you, I'm asking a question that you're refusing to answer. That alone kind of answers it though.

Of course not. I am not broken. [pfffahahahHAHAHAHAHH] I was speaking figuratively. However, I refuse to answer because you refuse to attend yourself and that was mentioned first. Why is what I say not worth addressing?

[like she knows she's not important but like, also, she's persistent.]

Why should I answer you when you will not heed what I myself have to say?

I addressed what you said. I'm not in danger. You don't seem to believe me, but then, I don't believe you, so I guess we're square about that.

It is still annoying. Kindly eat something or have sex or whatever it is you do to recover.

[she would not be so blatant to someone she just met, but she is annoyed for a number of reasons, now.]

Like I said I just need to sleep.... Preferably near a septium vein.

....Is it that hard to think about yourself in a positive way? Or have others?

What is a septium vein? You may be out of luck with respect to that, unless it can be purchased with sparks.

Ah... I wonder how much a septium vein would cost...

Anyway I'll take that as yes.

[He reaches over and puts a hand on her head again, gently.]

Sorry to stress you out when you were just trying to look out for me.

You are overestimating your importance, sir.

[okay you know what, she is just going to lay it out]

I am not a nice person. I am not a good person. I have no desire to be as I find such things inconvenient. I feel no "stress" in dealing with you, because I would have to care to let that affect me. Rest assured that I do not.

[Messes up her hair, gently. Well, there's her real opinions about herself at least.]

Okay. If that's what you're going with. Just one question though.

[DUDE WHY ARE YOU SUCH A MAN GOD

she immediately fixes her hair and gets it to being perfect again. also this reminds her of deku and she doesn't like it.]

I will not answer if it is inane or asinine.

Well that's up to you to decide.

Does it make you happy to be this way?

To be myself? Of course. I do not need your pity or condescension, either, thank you.

I'm not pitying you. But it's interesting, isn't it, that's how you take it.

Not especially. You sound exactly like someone who absolutely pitied me.

[and his name was jusis "i need to get laid desperately" albarea]

I'm really sorry about that.

[He is, really, and sincerely, sorry about it?]

If I've made you uncomfortable, I apologize.

...It does not matter.

[this is weird. you're weird.]

...If you want me to do anything to make up for being a jerk, let me know. Even if that's just leaving you be.

You are fine. I said I did not care.

[like she can just avoid him herself because, oddly, despite everything part of her doesn't want him to go out of his way.]

If I let everyone whose opinion did not matter affect me to such debilitating degrees every time, I would never progress in anything.

That's... That sounds rough.

[????????????????????????

like that catches her a bit off guard like]

Why would it be? That is the point. There is no hardship if I ignore what does not matter.

You're saying how other people see you doesn't matter, good or bad. Maybe that's, I don't know, something you like, I guess.

[She shrugs, an elegant roll of her shoulders.

it's a lie and it's not, but she's just met rean, does not like rean, and so feels no compunction to be truthful, honest, or to make an effort.]

It is what it is. I will do as I must.

Right.

[He has his own opinions but she's obviously stubborn and not open to talking so he isn't sure what else to say.]

Well. All that aside, it's interesting how you could read my state so easily. Are you a witch?