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Who: everyone
When: Day 35 morning
Where: the lounge car

[This morning, or whenever you wake up, you will find that there are delicious smells wafting from the lounge car. Upon investigation, one will discover a beautiful spread of hot cocoa and tea and coffee and many marshmallow animals, ideal for putting in your drinks or simply eating wholesale. It isn't just cats either, but many animals of a similar quality of marshmallow, whatever kinds you'd like. But you may find the warm fuzzies they impart might be a bit more than internal.

In a conspicuous place is a note in handwriting many of you may find quite familiar at this point:

Thanks for your help.

- Hazel

His signature isn't alone, either. There are a couple of others, though somehow they're far less readable? Some are definitely just little drawings. Weird.]

[[ooc notes: 10% furry event!! many marshmallows have no effect, but those that do will instill temporary animal parts up to a kemonomimi level! enjoy your ears and tails, folks. and your newbies.]]

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[Oh right, that.]

....so you can see? Because uh...I mean...face. Eyes. [Is that rude to bring up? He has no idea.]

I mean, you might? I'm....one of the ones who doesn't remember anything.

Oh, you paid attention, then.

[well, that is good to know. and her tone does sound a touch wry]

Been trying. It's a lot to take in.

[Rubbing at his temple because it's kind of a headache.]

It makes sense in a really weird way. If I got picked up, why not others from home?

Yes, it is. Do not rush it.

[she pauses calmly to let him digest and nurse his headache]

I hope you meet good people that you know.

Not sure I get much choice in that.

[He's had time to soothe the worse of his paranoia, but it's still very much there and it doesn't like not knowing things.]

...are you good people? [Because that's an interesting way to say that.]

No, but adapt and make the most of it.

[she believes in him, but that goes unsaid.]

Not even remotely.

Well, yeah, of course.

[He's got confidence in that, at least.]

Hm. [Looking at her thoughtfully. Well, that's definitely point in she knows him.] Well, still, be nice to get to know you.

I do not wish to waste your time.

[she is very careful not to use the name she knows. but also

sir?

sir.

she just told you she was bad peeps, sir. you are paranoid, sir.]

But I am 80H...of Jasmine.

[she lifts her skirts and curtsies with smooth elegance, as natural as breathing.]

Why would it be a waste? You seem like an interesting person. And I dunno. Something about you feels trustworthy in a weird way?

[It's because she's in blue. Pavlov.]

[Also because bad people only admit they're bad people if they're stupidly proud of this fact or hate this fact and she sure don't seem proud.]

80H is a pretty interesting name. Still working on mine. [He needs a Clover to get a name okay okay.]

[But he'll offer a bit of a bow.]

Interesting and trustworthy in what manner? You have not yet known me a minute.

[SHE COULD BE PROUD YOU DON'T KNOW HER

gdit she was hoping your paranoia would KEEP YOU AWAY THIS TIME FOR YOUR OWN GOOD]

I am a terrible person, I am stating that again for the record because that was not clear.

It's hard to explain, if I'm honest. I look at you and I think there's something....reliable about you, I guess? Which isn't a feeling I get from everyone, so there must be a reason.

[Too early for that, he's still on benefit of a doubt mode. He's looking for bad, but gotta show it first.]

And why are you a terrible person?

[auuuugh she's like flattered but also why U GOTTA MAKE THIS DIFFICULT SIR.

she manages to keep from blushing, but just barely.]

It is likely a wrong impression, I would pay it no heed. It would be dangerous to, in fact. At any rate, the reasons are not important, I am attempting to do you a kindness.

[Because he's always difficult, never does quite what anyone wants, for good or ill.]

I'm working only on impressions. But I figure a lot of things have tried to kill me, but I'm still alive, yeah? There must be something going right in my instincts.

[Sure, some of those scars are from when he actually died, but he doesn't know that. Though a lot are from times he didn't.]

If I'm wrong, then I'm wrong, and I'll either see it coming or pay for it later.

But if I'm right, then it might be you needed someone to have a little faith in you.

Besides, I seem to have a clear idea on what I think a terrible person is and you've already done one thing I don't think they'd do. [Terrible people don't do a kindness.]

Edited 2019-07-17 02:57 (UTC)

You evidently do not. Yours is a very naive outlook. Horrible or mistrustful people can be kind or trustworthy temporarily if it suits their nefarious and long term purposes. It is not so black and white.

Of course it's not black and white. [Pouring himself another cup of hot cocoa.]

Terrible people can do good things. Good people can do terrible things. Sometimes people can think they're good and be utter monsters and sometimes people carry their guilt so much they can't see what good they have done.

[Taking a sip of his cocoa.] You know, there's a saying how if you kill a murderer, there's still the same amount of murderers in the world. Yet other people will point out if you kill ten murderers, there's nine less. Personally, I believe in the latter. There's a lot who'd believe in the former. That's just how morality, good and evil, function. It's a sliding scale of circumstance.

Edited 2019-07-17 03:26 (UTC)

[she listens raptly, but does not offer her own opinion on the matter.] If you understand that then, you should be more wary of others.

It's because I know that, that I'm not going to dismiss someone without evidence. Because I know everyone has a breaking point, 80H. Anyone and everyone on this train has the potential to become a monster. The right circumstances, the right pressure, everyone has a point where they stop caring about being good and only care about stopping whatever is hurting them.

[And it's. Disturbingly easy how he can imagine it. There are certain traits, weak points, that like to crop up. How to break them, how to make them strive to act alone, what makes them fight and survive.]

But I also know what isolation does to people. It makes all of that worse. People need to know there's someone out there, willing to watch their back. Terrible people either need to be taken out to stop the terrible, or given an out where they don't have to be terrible. And that takes someone willing to give them a chance.

Plus, even if we take out my being some kind of optimist, we ARE trying to take out an entity that's destroying stars and being an inter dimensional terror. And there's never been a great deed accomplished by one person, it doesn't exist, so the more helping with that, the better.

So I think I'll keep giving you a benefit of a doubt because I want to and because it's better for our continued survival.

[She

She has missed him so much, she realises. she has always liked him a good deal for so many reasons. he's stubborn and stalwart, but will do what needs to be done. How he manages to be soft and kind is nothing short of miraculous. Her lips purse a moment, a stern expression, but it belies her effort to keep them from trembling--but she cannot do this again.

He does not know her. He might not ever, even if he regains memories.]

You may do as you please, foolishly. You will come to realise soon that I am detrimental to this train's continued survival as you so eloquently put it.

[And of all things, what he does]

[Is smile. A kind of bemused smile, something more patient because he realizes this won't be easy, but he means what he said. Great things are accomplished together. And no one terrible is this stubborn to push people away.]

[But he's never been one to shy away from a challenge, and he can afford to be a good person right now. He doesn't remember being too tired to try.]

Well, maybe I'm a fool then. Maybe that's why I'm on Clover. [He winks and picks up a marshmallow.] But I'm willing to accept the consequences of my actions.

I don't think you're terrible. Maybe not good, but you know, at least not terrible.

And I think you might have helped me generate sparks, which I'm pretty sure is helping the train.

Edited 2019-07-17 06:19 (UTC)

[thinks about ras and archer being on clover and

yeah. it's team dumbass, honestly. morning deserves better.

but she is a bemusing, confusing person, that is legit. at any rate]

Clover does, markedly, have some fools on it, you would be in good company.

[maybe insulting him is enough to burn him, but she knows it won't be. it will take much more.]

You are sorely mistaken and unaware of how much.

I did not aid you deliberately, you simply saw an opportunity and took it. I did not need to be present, nor do I need to be appreciated.

[Insults is how he talks to most of the people in his life, GOOD LUCK.]

Sounds like the best company to me. [And he's a little surprised how sincere he says that.]

I see it as you being helpful even when you're not trying. It's amazing how just being around can be helpful when things are shit.

I'll accept I'm wrong when I see proof.

To each their own.

[perhaps literally in this case.]

Maintain your distance from me and it shall not be an issue whatsoever.

Not that big of a train. Sounds like a lot of trouble to go out of my way to avoid someone whose not terrible.

The train expands, actually, with magic. It can have many more rooms if you've the sparks to pay for them, or if we, collectively, have earned an expansion. Has no one told you?

A little bit. It's a lot to take in.

So, for me to avoid you means needing to earn the sparks to help the expansion so there's more room to keep distance.

Sounds like you have a vested interest in generating sparks then.

[Now he's just being a little shit.]

Sorry for your heart 80H

what heart

HE BELIEVES IN YOUR HEART

gay

Ain't no shame in that

don't believe in trash, wash!!!

his whole canon is trash and HE IS THE TRASHIEST OF THE TRASH THEY ADOPTED

it sure is. i should catch up

You absolutely should. Chorus is amazing and then they do time travel and it's a trip.

i'm so glad

Wash is gonna have so many WEIRD memories, thanks canon

thanks, canon

tmw canon goes on par with amnesia gamelands

right? it's so good

[Bond] gonna defend 80H from herself

noooo

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