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auroraexpress2019-06-07 06:29 pm
awakenerd) wrote in auroraexpress2019-06-07 06:29 pm
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Who: Rean, Crow, and Randy
When: day 28
Where: the garden
[Rean's been passed out since princess maker, so a good 40 hours at least. When he wakes up... well he's immortal but here's never been in a position where there's no ambient mana he can use to even function basically. He feels fuzzy and almost like he's sick for over an hour, and he runs into more than one wall and that's all so absolutely unreal to him he finally texts Randy and Crow a simple word Garden. It takes him three tries to spell it right before hitting send.
And he'll be there next to a chalk circle full of symbols.]
When: day 28
Where: the garden
[Rean's been passed out since princess maker, so a good 40 hours at least. When he wakes up... well he's immortal but here's never been in a position where there's no ambient mana he can use to even function basically. He feels fuzzy and almost like he's sick for over an hour, and he runs into more than one wall and that's all so absolutely unreal to him he finally texts Randy and Crow a simple word Garden. It takes him three tries to spell it right before hitting send.
And he'll be there next to a chalk circle full of symbols.]
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[He has nothing to say to you two!! Especially Rean. It's just frustrating to hear Rean be positive about the experience. If Rufus tried to respond now, he'd just be a mess.
He kind of already is. But he manages to keep from losing it worse, at least til Rean & Crow have left. After that the tension drains so unless Randy catches him Rufus is letting his legs go out from under him so he can sit right there on the floor and fight the urge to scream or cry.]
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...I'm sorry.
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... It makes me happy. Having you in my corner. But this time was me forgetting how he is.
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...But I shouldn't have lost my composure.
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I didn't realize, that you'd warned him to clear up the relationship part first. And I also assumed wrong.
[he doesn't want to be making excuses but when they're there...]
...Yeah. You weren't wrong to call him out, I think, even if I'd rather you hadn't. But you went a bit far, there.
[even so, not pulling away.]
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[Just tired and upset and now kind of embarrassed?? It could've been worse!]
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[snuggles. sooo tired, from both the drama, and, well, Rean kinda drained him of mana and he hasn't had time to regenerate it, really.]
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[Rufus is a little afraid Randy's going to run, faced with the worst parts of Rufus again. It would only be fair. But right now Rufus can't stand the idea of Randy going to Rean. He doesn't want to be left alone with his ugly feelings.]
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[bond] x2 actually
[Rufus is bad at feelings and he's still upset in every way, but he likes Randy so much it hurts and he doesn't want him to leave pretty much ever. He's starting to care less and less how much of the attachment is just Rufus being starved for affection.
He doesn't know how else to deal with it so he's just running his hands through Randy's hair. He's awkward but if he tells himself it's for sparks, saying things becomes a mission and therefore easier.]
...I promise I will try to be nice to him from now on. For your sake.
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I don't mean to make you push yourself around him, but... Thanks, love.
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[reaching to gently pet Rufus' hair, too.]
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[Mmmmnnnnn leans into it]
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[pettings for Rufus!]
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[You big softie!!]
But for now, all I need is your presence.
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