mingle!

[grimpa]

Who: anyone!
When: Day 6, morning
Where: the lounge carriage (or, like, wherever, I'm not your boss)

[What's shakin', heroes? That sure was a trial last night, huh? What's on the agenda this morning-- still exploring, for new folks? Having team talks in light of having two trials'-worth of info on how this stuff is gonna go? Cooking something up in the public kitchen? Taking memories or testing out new powers? Playing with new purchases from the sparks shop? Just hanging out in the lounge? You do you; everyone's gotta find their own path on their magical interdimensional spacetrain journey.]

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[voreaciously]

[She is so--so angry. it's poisonous, and the usual methods of bottling things up is barely working. every time she tries, it pops right back out, harder than before, and that only frustrates her further.

But she has the heat to thank for that, in part. It didn't start this fire, but it's accelerated it. It leaves her wanting to hurt, wanting to lash out, for once. And it's funny, because, in this moment, she understands.

What Katsuki must feel like.

It strikes her in the heart, what is left of it. Its existence was always very dubious, but now it...hurts and feels hollow at the same time. She knows this pain well, and yet, it is completely different. Like being stabbed with a straight blade versus a serrated one doused in poison. There are quite a few new dimensions of agony she has not considered, but is forced to contend with now.

She misses her goggles, having her eyes bare and for all to see, even with her glasses, feels like a vulnerability now even if she's lived this way for most of her life. It pains her to do it, with her stiff, weak, and aching body, but she turns on her side to face the wall. It makes the world seem so much smaller and she hates herself for it, but she does not trust herself not to betray anything like this.

She wants to hurt, yes, but the tension in her frame ebbs way. She...she is so...so tired. She, of all people, cannot stomach this lie any longer, that she is not alone when the reality could not be further from it.

She is. That is all there is to it.]

Leave me...please.

[She does not have anything left.]

[crimeson]

[after only one more moment of hesitation, he leaves.