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Peter Parker of Earth-616 ([personal profile] spectacularluck) wrote in [community profile] auroraexpress2019-11-05 01:20 pm

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Who: Everyone
When: Day 45, early afternoon
Where: Everywhere

[ You've had your time to exchange candy and spooky stories, and the game has come to an end! Everyone who took part received a bag of candy to take to their train, as a bonus reward for the entertainment. Shortly before the game setting can fade away, Finn's going to declare the winners:

Thyme, Senna, Jasmine, and Clover ]

Aaand that's a wrap. With any luck, you guys had some actual fun. Don't forget to brush your teeth and, huh ... enjoy the candy?
schrodingerscockroach: (Why bother)

[personal profile] schrodingerscockroach 2019-11-08 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
No.

[Because nothing of what happened on screen was okay.]

[His voice and face are lacking all emotion because that's the only way he's gonna even begin to process what just happened.]

Agent York and I were teammates. Friends. Delta and I were friends.

Why was I acting like a stranger?

[Because that's weird and doesn't make sense and also a lot easier to touch then the fact he blew up his friend's dead body because his friend is dead.]
time5kip: (pic#13090258)

[personal profile] time5kip 2019-11-10 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Disassociation. That's how it works.
schrodingerscockroach: (Piece by piece)

[personal profile] schrodingerscockroach 2019-11-16 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
That would be more comforting if I hadn't already gone through my disassociation coping methods.

Did it in a few memories. Did it here when Clover got their hearts ripped out and turned into liches for a little while. Just shut down everything that gets in the way so I can do what's needed.

If it's just disassociation, it's extreme, even for me. Being cold, ruthless, mechanical, all that I get, but it's almost like....like I didn't even want Delta to think I really remembered him.