[There's....something there. Something niggling at the back of his mind because on one hand, he hates it. He hates himself that he did that, that he broke and hurt her. She deserves better. Especially when he can see some of the scars, what they could potentially mean.]

[He tried to eat her. He doesn't think he deserves forgiveness, even if he wants it. But there's something in the way Rean says it that....hits something. It's a tool. It's a way to remember. It's a way to improve. It's a way to not repeat.]

You can do more if you carry a pebble than a boulder. [A small mutter. Words that ring in his heart for reasons he can't explain. At least until the day he remember he's had a heart game and someone made that apart of it.]

I wasn't going to run from her. I know I shouldn't. But I don't know.....I need to find out what she's accept in a way of apology. If she would. That's something I need to hear from her. Then I can figure out....the rest of it, exactly.

...I did think I was fine. I had it under control so fast, I thought I was.